It's been two years because my dad was hospitalized before he died, and my mum and I had our flight since 22nd April. For we're at Dubai for two nights, then on Wednesday, we've arrived to Karachi, Pakistan for six weeks, but it hasn't changed a bit, few stuff new I bet, and something. Even my mum's mother's place hasn't changed a bit, the only changes I've seen is my two cousins has separate rooms, but Ruslan is in Karachi and Ghufran was in Tadzhikistan, I think that's where he was. At my dad's mother's place, it hasn't changed a bit too. My cousin, Oneeb and I had a chat, we've talked about stuff, like my dad's death, media, our lives, whatever we've talked about. But I was kinda uncomfortable in Karachi, because it's hot inside the house, the ACs were not working, but turns out that one in Ghufran's room which was once my mum's father's room was working, even in my room which was my sister's room was working, but I'll only use it for 30 minutes or one hour, but only a night, when I had permission, whatever. Downstairs hasn't changed a bit, everything in the downstairs kitchen was empty, fridges, whatever, and everywhere I go, but my younger cousins and their parents were moved to Canada two or three years ago. But what's gross is that upstairs, in the kitchen, smaller cockroaches appear every night, no wonder why they're nocturnal. But without my dad, there's no one to make money, in Australia, my mum had to sell the house and get money or something, after my dad pays good money for the house, with the reservations and something, but no one bought the house. But still, my sister has a job at Myer, she does make up, for me, I have plans to make money alright, I might write a book, make a manga, an anime, a cartoon, a game, whatever I'll might do. But yesterday, my cousin Ghufran's back from his trip since 5pm or 5:30pm, in Australia, for few times, my parents' relative came to our place, without my dad, somebody else has to go to the shop with us, but when the London 2012 Olympics showed up on TV, it's not the same when my dad has the condition. In the flight, my mum and I have the do Economy Class, I miss the Business Class, it suck when everything's not the same without my dad, it's so ridiculous standing have money problems. But in Pakistan, it's not the same like in Australia, for lunch or dinner, I have fish, pasta, whatever I've made in the kitchen, and I can drink orange juice, sometimes soft drinks, but I can still drink water, now I'm in Pakistan, so I have to eat out for once a week, I can have something for lunch or dinner, but I have to drink cold water everyday, but I have lose one pound. In Australia, I tried so hard to exercise, but sometimes I lose weight and sometimes I've gain weight. Even the internet's not the same in Pakistan, I can't use YouTube here, but after six weeks, my mum and I will go back to Australia, and I've some plans there.
Eating: Dinner today